Good Morning Alissa's Mommy

Ashley sent me a message this morning that read "Good morning Alissa's Mommy". I was in Walmart at the time looking at cute girly outfits. I started to cry. I bought a couple outfits for Alissa....a cute pink sleeper I just loved, a pretty purple fleece with stars on it to maybe wear home from the hospital, and a cute monkey shirt. When I got in the car, I started to cry again. Tears of absolute joy. I went into the house and told Jay. And I said that I am just so emotional. He said that it's just like I am pregnant and hormonal. HAHA! Later on when we were talking about how this all is working out, Jay said "God is good". Truer words have never been spoken. I hope and pray that I am doing the right thing but jumping all in. It feels right. And I think it helps Ashley to know that we are looking forward to being Alissa's parents. But it is scarey too. She could change her mind. Our hearts could be broken. But I do believe that this is our daughter. And to be able to have the opportunity to get to know her birthmom before the birth, and to be present from now on, it means the world to me. I have to go all in. I don't know how else to do this.